There
is an enormous gulf between the stage where I started conceiving this
exploration and the stage I am aiming for. Even the phases that shape this
journey demonstrate how difficult it has been to get on the road, not to mention
keep on going. Finding the strength to pull yourself out of despair and
hopelessness and restore your belief in your ability to improve your life, to be
happier and to be fulfilled is unbelievably debilitating. The changes are very
slow, large intervals elapsing between each improvement, each one taking its
time to make the necessary impact before jumping...